I started with an underpainting of loose black movement. I liked it a lot. Then I added color and knew it was an in-between stage. Then I added more. And hated the overwrought angst of it. So I took it in the shower and blasted the thing with water until paint was peeling of willy nilly. And I kinda liked it again. Then I added ribbons of oil paint and knew I had what a wanted. Finally.